Thank you!

He did it again! But Im just going to take a deep long breathe n move on. A coward is what you are. You are truly a reminder to myself of the type of person I do not want my son to be! Be a man for god sake will you!

New Post new RESPONSIBILITY.

So far, it has been 2 months, ..sigh.., if only I can come up with a valid reason to quit, I'll definitely QUIT today! But then again, since when I am a quitter?? Erghh..

Happy Birthday to me!

Yup. Im the last day of the year baby..therefore, I Finally turned 38 yesterday (31st Dec) . Nothing much happened...Hubby was the first to wish me, followed by his aunties ( they came n spent a nite at my place)...and the rest of the day was as ordinary as it can be.

Had lunch with my usual buddies at work, shah n shikin. Came back early from work, spent it watching korean drama with Ain till 5.30. Picked up Syamil. Maghrib.

Hubby brought a cake home. A tiramisu. Hmmmm the thots that count right? :)

Cooked dinner. Just a simple kuey tiaw goreng... And half an hour after dinner, i fell asleep in front of the TV. ..then was awaken by my youngest asking me to go upstair with him.

3am, performed my Isyak. Went back to sleep .., woke up at 6.20 by my husband shrieking voice 'arrrgghhh it 6.20!!!'

So in conclusion, I only want to say alhamdullilah. The day may not be or was not made special for me, but I am still ever so grateful to Allah for still giving me the opportunity to still perform my shallat n ibadah towards him.

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Sedih

Woke up late this morning at 6.20am! Not a very good beginning, when ur first Subuh of the new year is late eh. Astagfirrullah, may Allah forgive me :(

Anyways, am now at my kids sek agama, to pay their school fees etc and also to pick up their report cards. .. My son didn't do so well... and I am so sadden by this. .. And I am so engulfed with guilt right now. May be all this while, I was too engrossed with my own studies, that I had failed or hd ignored / neglected his pleas for help.

....How should I deliver him the news...